Thoughts of YOU

I know that I got a bad management of time,

and that is why I always can't finish my things on time

And I know I'm lazy

No one can change you

except you, yourself.

Okay, let's not talk about this

spent time to blog may also spent time

even I knew that I still got a lot assignment to do

I guess spending a little time on this is not that serious?

Argghh, who cares!

Whatever

I just want to spread out my midnight thoughts here for a little while..

I'm currently 21 years old

And I'm in a relationship with a guy who are the person that people call

"好男人啊/ Good man" 

Why people wants to call him like that 

is because he can do anything for me

even he stay at a place that far like I'm the East

and he is the West, zzZ

(what kind of explanation,LOL)

He stay at mountain side, and I'm at the sea side

But the point is

even his college is just around my college area

he can come to my place when his class finished 

He also came to my place when he is in holiday

from the day when we been together

he is always there for me

no matter how busy I am..

 A man who stay so far away from u

and he could come almost everyday is just to see u

and to accompany me

Sometimes I was worried about his petrol fees may cost a lot

but he just told me

"I just can't live without you and 

I wish I can see your face every single moment of mine, I miss you"

that was completely touch!

and I beat that every girls wish to have a guy like that..

People always said that when a relationship comes to years 

that will be fade

I don't know half a year of a relationship is enough stable and long or not

I just want us to stay together as long as we can

because I know he is just to good for me

and he is a real man that girls really needs...

we got less experience on relationship things

so there is still a lot things for us to learn

to learn how to forgive and accept

that will be good

if we both are still in love and willing to spent time with each other

and accept to love whatever you are

I don't know what will happen to us when we meet the reality of life

example like graduate and leave to a place that much more far than now

I always believe that 

people may lost their passion of love in a relationship

when they meet long distance

because communicate is important

if we left a part

that is sure less of this

and more problems may appear...

Because I got bad time management

that's why I always lost the chance to accompany him

sometimes I will just put him aside and 

concentrate my work for a whole day without looking at him or even talk to him

I know he is not happy with this

and I want to say sorry..

I just can't focus on many things at the same time

my brain are not that fast to think too much ways

but I promise

this may not last long

sorry and be patient to wait for me to done my graduation works

and i will give more my time to accompany you

Thank you for loving me this nerd

I love U