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目前显示的是 七月, 2023的博文

不甘心的回梦

今天梦见了DPR ian 显然,因为gvf被cancelled后大家心里都有种非常不甘愿的心情 因为被强制性停止的关系 大家又已经到那里了 结果什么都没有 肯定不甘愿 但我们又不能做什么 更不甘心 所以我梦见了他 梦见当天好像是dpr会出席一场什么award的 在hotel 的ballroom 我和get就坐在前排 但我们面相的方向是他们出场的位置 不是台前 有点媒体vip的座位的感觉 而且我看见的ballroom看不见舞台 但ballroom中间有个很大的雕像 ian出现后他停留在原地跟大家挥手 而且他还拿起了我的手机自拍 但不是跟我一起自拍 因为我们好像都不能靠近他 所以我们只能坐在自己的位置上眺望 他很热情的站在我们面前跟周围的粉丝打招呼 然后就走到了中间雕像的位子跟其他明星一起 嗯 我的梦很简单易懂 就这样 因为真心很想去见他们

Day2

 Another day chatting with him Even we are just having a very casual kind of conversation only + a very nonsense topic too, but I’m still happy for all these little things happened in my life. Well that’s nothing special but mayb he’s someone that I admired so that’s what’s makes me felt so good then.

An unexpected incident

Random dm from the one that I will always put his name in mostly every conversation when talking about music.  Yes, his the one that I will always mentioned.  I guess he’s in a bad mood now, probably had a fight with his gf, or facing something bad or troubled. When I got the text from him I was like omg how lucky am I to have just a little chat with him. I wasn’t expect to really have a chat with him, I thought he is just replying my story reaction that’s it. Just like he always does, a love emoji replied or a short replied. Until he ask me what am I up to, I be like, omg really?  I’m so dumb in a way or can I say I’m not sensitive enough? He told me he had a hard feeling of being lonely. I thought he just got stressed up and feels like wan to go for a walk or mayb a short trip then. Because I told him I’m boring too, spend so much time on ig doing nothing. Gotta work hard for art. But he said it’s not gonna work. By that time I still don’t know why he said that, I’m fuc...