An unexpected incident

Random dm from the one that I will always put his name in mostly every conversation when talking about music. 

Yes, his the one that I will always mentioned. 

I guess he’s in a bad mood now, probably had a fight with his gf, or facing something bad or troubled. When I got the text from him I was like omg how lucky am I to have just a little chat with him. I wasn’t expect to really have a chat with him, I thought he is just replying my story reaction that’s it. Just like he always does, a love emoji replied or a short replied. Until he ask me what am I up to, I be like, omg really? 

I’m so dumb in a way or can I say I’m not sensitive enough? He told me he had a hard feeling of being lonely. I thought he just got stressed up and feels like wan to go for a walk or mayb a short trip then. Because I told him I’m boring too, spend so much time on ig doing nothing. Gotta work hard for art. But he said it’s not gonna work. By that time I still don’t know why he said that, I’m fucking dumb zzz replied him in a stupid way like mayb ure hungry just.. wtf …. I’ve screwed up the whole conversation and chance to talk with him!!!

I know he loves art. I remember one of his song written, “he went through all the art exhibition about love” I guess that songs is about the period that he had a short broke up with his gf? And end with a line “I think it’s not a bad idea of start it all over again” Clearly? Mayb just what we can see on the social media, they are deeply in love. But couples must gone through fights, tears and disappointment. But I’m nobody just a regular normal fan girl of him so that’s no point that he will share his feelings about that. 

Well, no matter what happened to him, I wish he’s doing fine now and got a time to speak with his close friends, at least not to stay alone, feeling helpless. When I finally realised all these, I dropped him a last msg just to comfort him a little and say sorry about how dumb I am to not realising he needs to talk or mayb just a little accompany from a total stranger like me.. I hope he get what I mean and I’m grateful to have just a lil chat with him.