PISSED
Been listening to some podcast recently that was one from Jayshetty & Stephan the topic is about how to know that person is it "the one" the topic is really interesting but what I found out when Im listening to it most of those are the worst side from how I feel and see of my relationship with J rn although I already know all those facts and also I can see we both are trying hard to be the best for each other but still at some point I don't really feel he's "the one" Ive been too naive before when I deal to relationship this part don't even know what I actually want and what I should beware of don't even listen to my own voice deep inside then now I can say everything is too late I should spend more time to get to know one person more first before I step into a relationship i should know myself better I should notice this and that and so many things earlier and tell myself I don't have to waste my time for being extra patient to this perso...