September

2013 seems past so fast, it's already middle of August... Time flies! I got a lot friends born in this month (include my BFF: Abbie, ZiXin&Potato) Three of them are LEO, just me LIBRA. One thing I want to apologize.. I really really really sorry to them, cuz I can't celebrate with them and even forgot their birthday! Hollyshit...... I only send belated birthday wishes to them on the next day :( All I have to do was go pick some nice present and give them when I meet them... 

feeling very sorry, 连好朋友的生日都忘记 :(

Everytime when September comes, I will feel like don't want to face it. I always wish or pretend  that my birthday is pass or maybe no "birthday" such thing.. I really scare of this day. 希望越大, 失望越大 I scare my friend might also do the same like me, forget my birthday or what.. I don't mind they got any celebration for me or not, cuz I really don't want to think too much :x Some more my birthday is on Tuesday, it's weekday, so don't think that people will free to celebrate with you okay? Watch all those strangers sending birthday wishes on my Facebook profile is already make me happy :x

Feel like I'm so self-abased right? Haiz..

I always helps my friend to make a small video for their birthday celebration, cuz I want it to be the variable memories of them. Happy memories should takes a lot photo or record a lot funny scenes to make this day happened happily. Should be like this right? Besides, I like to take photograph and editing video. I willing to do this :P

But when it's my turn, ermmm.. I don' t think got anyone else will spent so much time to do this.. My best friend told me before they wish to made me one, but they don't know how..lol 

So? Aiya, nevermind then :x I always said: 有心就好

As a secret place of mine here, I wish to write my wishlist of birthday present out here (even though I know this is not going to happen, lol) 

As my childhood dream.. 1st, I wish I can have a electric guitar, but it is too expensive

2nd, I wish I can have a real branded handbag as every woman wish to

3rd, I wish I can spent this day with someone that I love, but seems like I don't have one, lol

4th, I wish I can have a laptop.. man.. colleague don't have laptop, shitty pity

5th, I wish I can have a new mobile phone! haiz.. I know no one can bought me one except I earn money my own and buy myself one, zzz

6th, perfume, as a lady.. I don't have one, and I'm really nose sensitive person, is too hard to fine one that suitable for me. So I wish that got someone will know me very well and bought me one.

All these wishes above is like not gonna happen, cuz that is too expensive and impossible..lol

But, if want me to choose one that free and I will totally love it is.. I want all my friends smile happily and laugh out loud together with all night long at a sea side or some nice place with comfortable surrounding.. :)