Sinking infinitely

People change

I admit.. I am

I changed a lot

But I don’t think that’s anything wrong with who I am now

I just brought back to what I used to be

I am the one who clearly know

No one knows except two of us

Every time when he started to yell

I just couldn’t stand

I’ve been talking slow and soft all the way

Trying to deliver what I felt & thoughts

But he just keep on saying that I’m being too mean

I’m always open for discussion 

But what he felt is I’m just being too mean on him

Telling the truth and letting him know why I did this is it anything wrong? That’s a valid reason for all these 

But what I received is all my fault 

I’m ruining his CNY 

I’m making all these worst

I’m being too mean

Let him know that life has to be work

U need to learn how to cook, manage ur own life by doing little chores or learning how to manage ur belonging at least

Every time I’m trying to tell him what I thought is better for him, but all just turns out I’m being too mean

He can disagree me of course

Everyone deserve a choice right

If he think doing simple chores and know how to mange himself a bit is a bad thing then just don’t fucking do

Ur life ur choice

I don’t fucking care anymore

I never force anyone to become anything else

Even myself I don’t like ppl to change me too

I’m tired of being too worried about things that not about myself but him

Let’s just live my life 

U live ur life

That’s it

We don’t need to work on things tho

Don’t have to

I will just shut up after all

Nothing can discuss and work together anyway