Music heals & hurts

Listening to Laufey recently

There are so many songs that matches my feelings 

The lyrics and melody.. all of her songs are so beautiful 

“One day,

I will stop falling in love with you

Someday, 

Someone will like you like I like you

Until then, 

I will drink my coffee, eat my pie

Pretend that we are more than friends 

Then of course, 

I will let u break my heart again.”

Mostly everyday, every night 

I’m browsing through everywhere that I think I might possibly see u

Even it’s just a green circle beside ur picture 

I don’t know why I’m searching for all these 

But I just feel like I wan to pretend that ure beside me

“What are you up to?”

Do u think of me at least just a little?

Reading online tarot everyday 

Just to know how do u feel abt me

I’m not superstitious 

But I found a lil comfort through these

How is ur month going, Sagittarius?

So many things I like to know abt u

Taylor swift song,

“I bet, this time of night you’re still up

I just wan to tell u

It takes everything in me, not to call u

I wish I can run to u

And I hope u know that 

Every time I don’t 

I almost do…”

People get sensitive to lyrics when they’re not happy 

Didn’t we?

Not to say people always love sad stories

But I guess that’s what’s makes us feel 

And a moments to listen to our heart

What it wants to tell us

It’s not an end to us

There’s no answer 

Let us feel what we have now

That’s all I want now